New Plan

So, I have met some really great people that I love hanging out with and they are all leaving tomorrow for a place on the pacific coast call Monterrico. Right now there is a big festival happening because all of the turtles are breading and hatching on the shore. It's about 5 hours away...and I think that I am going. This job is just not my style. There is no structure and they are pressuring me to stay for like 3 weeks. When they tell me to come into work I come in and they tell me to leave. And when I stop by to eat with friends they ask me to stay. I can't handle the lack of structure. It give me anxiety and I am over it. I think that I am going to bail on work tomorrow and start moving on.

First I will go to Monterrico until maybe Tuesday or Wednesday. Then off to Antigua for a few days. Then finally up to Lanquin (El Retiro) where I will wait until Saturday or Sunday for Alex to arrive. Then we will go further north, up to Tikal to see the ruins.

I think that I will continue my studies in Antigua or in Lanquin. Maybe do a few days while I am waiting to meet up with Alex. My brain is so full of information right now that I haven't been retaining too much. I absorb it and then I forget it. I need a break to study what I have learned, perfect that, and then continue to build on it.

This is completely opposite of something that I would do, but in my heart I know that it is best that I move on, because I will be miserable when my friends leave...thinking of what they are doing...and that distraction will really take away from my studies.

So tomorrow I think that I will say Adios to San Pedro la Laguna for a week or so...and move on my merry way. Gotta do what your heart tells you to. I am on the search for my "personal legend" and I ain't finding it here :)

So I will keep you guys in the loop as to what's happening next....until next time.....ADIOS AMIGOS!

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